its been forever?

ok so i havent posted since the summer.
to bring everything almost up to date.....

eric broke up with me
i went out with brian - i broke up with him
met Rachel, Sally, Chiara Mia, Sayu, and a lot of other people
created SOOO many inside jokes
performed Thoroughly Modern Millie, Spring Awakening, Avenue Q, 42nd Street, A Chorus Line, and Footloose within six weeks
Started working with Musical Theatre Works (MTW)
Auditioned for The Wizard Of Oz with MTW


i now play a flying monkey, a witches minion, a tornado dancer, and an Emerald City-zen
as well as the major part, which is being the Wizard's understudy.

if you want any information on the shows, you can go to www.musicaltheatreworks.com
the shows are on January 15th, 16th, and 17th.

tickets are $15 to $25.

have a nice day!

Summer vacation

hey everyone, its the first saturday of SUMMER
VACATION!
can you believe that we are already 8th graders?
the year traveled so fast!

i hope that we get to be in the same classes again - that'd b fun wouldn't it?

i miss you all A TON and i hope that we might see eachother over the summer

best wishes 2 you all!

Hit By A Car

so on Wednesday, my mom was hit by a car.....she's fine now but still.......
anyway, Kellen helped me get through it all alot and so did all my other friends (in this state at least)
today me and Kellen are going to see either "Knowing" which is this hella intense movie about the end of everything, caused by some major solar flare that sets everything on fire. The other movie is called "The Soloist" its about this really talented guy who was living on the streets. I'll tell you guys the whole thing later!!!
and other then that, me and Kellen are probably going to practice singing the song "Bring Me To Life" by Evanesance. I'll post a link to the song on here or something later if i can. ok?

oh and last night I got in this HUGE fight w/ eric because i asked Kellen something and I said I would do something for him but.... I guess i really shouldn't test my limits and Eric's limits. I can't take that kind of emotional stress, and neither can he.

i'll talk to you l8r!!!
oh and SCREW HATERS!!!!

Bike Ride At Lake Merced

Today Eric called and asked if he could come over
i told him that it depended on when my mom was home


so instead, he picked me up and we went Biking at lake Merced
it's the most fun i've had in a long time.....
while we were riding, i was making a list of times that i've been truly happy
i'm not willing to share the list though... there are some confidential things that i've been sworn not to tell....

It was amazing.... but when we got back, tired from racing eachother (i let him win, i hadn't slept well)
his dad told us that he locked the keys in the car, so he call eric's grandmother to bring him the other set of keys

it was very funny.... Eric thought he had saved the day....

RAP: what it means

i did a little research and came up with a logical answer:
RAP:

Retards
Attempting
Poetry


RAP

*Ouch* My Ankle!

hi evry1!
*ouch*
heh. i'm kind of in pain right now
i've been ignoring it but....
something keeps happening w/ my ankle.
i twisted it (again) on friday, and it hasn't bothered me. but today, while i was biking
to GG park, i must have moved it funny, and all of a sudden it felt like my leg was on fire.
one of the councilers from TeenCenter Bike Club helped me, and took me back to school,
where he examined my ankle and had me call me mom.
i'm in bed typing this. i'm not sure i should be on

and a question for heidi:

do i HAVE to do the dare in front of you?
or can i have him tell you if i do the dare?

IM GONNA SEE GREASE!!!!!!!!!

OMG I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!
today my mom picked me up and she was all "look on the seat"
so i looked. and there were four tickets. i.was.STUNNED.
then i screamed
and now the funny part is that eric and his mom were getting in their car ahead of us and both of them looked over. i was at that point crying (TEARS OF JOY!!!)

you want a CD?

I'll burn one for you!
i have limited access to songs so if youhave a special request you might have to pay.....
here are the albums that i have:
Across the Universe movie soundtrack
Graduation [Kanye West]
Twilight movie soundtrack
Everytime We Touch [Cascada]
How To Save A Life [album/ the Fray]


i also have tracks from b. spears and FOB
and Kate Perry

if there is any other group you want, just write the name of the group or artist, song, and album
if you see that you do have to pay, an itunes card is the easiest way to do that. it means that i'll be able to buy the songs that you want and if you lose or brake the CD , i can make another

my other blog....

so i have a new blog called vacations
i'm going to post pix from the places i've been to
in a few days, i should have the pictures of mt. shasta from oregon, and by the end of the week, i'll have pix from arizona!

BTW......
if you want to reach me....
you can email me at: lil_pixie_gurl@rocketmail.com
on aim: MJ4luvvin
you can reach me on gaia : Love Note Kitt
or you can stalk me!
NOT
well actually, i won't care...
if you want to that badly though, just get my address from Eric and tell him i said it was ok

photobucket

here's my url
http://photobucket.com/Dark_Deppresion_and_Broken_Hearts

blog

i have a question 4 eric:

WILL YOU MAKE A BLOG?

'CAUSE YOU WANT ANSWER ME ON AIM

oh and if you want to find me on aim?
look for
MJ4LUVVIN
or lillyskarr@gmail.com

ON THE TOPIC OF Me and Eric

WE ARE JUST FRIENDS OK?

JEEZ.


what is wrong with that???

i know we hang out a lot and i talk about him a lot but that gives NO ONE any right to tease me or him

(CHARLES...)

SO JUST QUIT IT ALREADY!

(CHARLES...)

IT'S GETTING ANNOYING!!

(CHARLES!!!!)

i'm done ranting
and next time you want to tease me or Eric?
think first, 'cause your reward for speaking is a knuckle sandwich

conversation with One who will remain Anonyomus

[quote="nobody YOU know"]On Language Arts:
I hate my LA/SS teacher sooooo much. She's such a [removed] moron. I mean srsly. She treats us like preschoolers. She teaches us at remedial level when we're an honors class and she's soooo obsessed with form, she doesn't even care if you get the answer right. I mean for [removed]'S SAKE!!! I got a D- on my Notebook Check because I accidentally threw away a bunch of papers.[/quote]

haha totaly
pooner 's a total [removed]


[quote= Ms.Pooner]"I DON'T TEACH PUNKS"[/quote]
and i quote!

*IS STUNNED*

i just got the biggest shock
OF
MY
LIFE
...
but i can't tell y'all what it is cause i promised i wuddent tell



but anyway......

my party was awesome!(except for the part where Patrick Hewlett and his cronie Nick wrote in some fresh cement and got ticketed XD )

Eric and Kellen both performed at my party!!!!
it was so awesome.....!!!!


and today I was on the phone with Eric right after the Inaguration
and we were having this cnversation and thennnnn............

"I wish I was at your house right now Maddy"
"I wish you were here too but..... why do you want to be here?"
" 'Cause I'm bored here. I'm inviting myself over."
"I'm not sure that's a good idea...."
"why not?"
" 'Cause....my mom......"


so the conversation continued.... we quizzed each other about the people in our class (congrats Jocelyn, you've just received the award for 'class Social Butterfly') we were having fun. but i had to go.....


two hours later, while relaxing in the shower the phone starts ringing. My mom picks it up
"Hello?...No.....Actually she is in the shower, could you call back?.... Really? ok sure! We'll see you in a few!"
click
"MADELINE!!!"
"WHAT mom?"
"Eric is coming over in twenty minutes!"
"SAY WHAT?!?!?!"

so when he gets to my house he's nothing at all like he is at school.....he was.....flirting......

it was kinda scary.....

but we were having fun

jocelyn's so called 'world'

OK
Jocelyn?

YOU DON'T HAVE A WORLD!!!

i hope you know that

and umm..
three things

1.NO DUH I'M MAD AT YOU I ALWAYS AM
2.I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO GET OVER IT
and three?
you're bustin' my chops
BUSTIN' THESE THINGS!
ok?

so just don't talk to me
and stop posting too

he said she said

look at what jocelyn posted on my blog to kris:

you have no reason to disrespect me chris!! as a matter a fact no one in this f☺☺☻♥ world was talking to you so buzzz off!! and for your info me and MADDY are friends and this has nothing to do with you!! and leave MADDY alone she has a mouth she defend herself!!!! stop being her dad!!! she does not need youu!! she only needs you as a friend and nothing else!!!!

REALITY CHECK JOCELYN

SENSE WHEN AM I YOUR FRIEND?
umm..
NEVER!

maybe i am in your world
but not in real life

oh and planet earth isn't your world

but the psych ward might be